Life is always changing. I know that. I don't always like the changes, but it does. Some changes, involving people I know, have not been very good. Some changes in my life have been good. Andy accepted the pastorate at our church. I believe this is a change God wanted, and although it is a little scary realizing that I am a pastor's wife, I have willingly accepted it.
When I was younger, any new change in my life seemed to really freak me out! I was scared about marriage, yet with Andy everything seemed right. I was very afraid of moving to Indianapolis after getting married, when Andy was trying to finish his computer degree. We only lived in Indy about a year, but I now love Indy. I was scared about having babies, now Andy and I have four beautiful daughters.
I have always been afraid of putting myself out there, for the world to see. I have been very shy in years past. It has taken me a long while to do things, that I have thought about doing (some of that is procrastination too). I am not as afraid as I used to be of changes. I try to take changes as they come and not stress I look to God to help me through the changes. He knows best,(even though sometimes I think I know best, I do not). God knows which paths I need. I know He will guide me in every new path I take. I am so glad that He never changes! If life turns upside down, He is there! If I find life to be wonderful, He is there!
Thank you, Lord, for being with me in all changes, good and bad!
